Below are the 5 most recent journal entries recorded in pilotbobette's LiveJournal:

Tuesday, September 13th, 2005
8:56 am	"fuck it fine" what the hell does that mean?! this is what my boyfriend said to a friend of mine when i was out. we meet at a bar and now he is gonna be mad at me for going to a bar. i dont understand it. he has been wanting/trying to break up with me for the past week. and now it seems as if he has finally done it. granted i wasnt home and if he did he broke up with my friend. this is shitty news to wake up to. (Comment on this)
Monday, August 1st, 2005
8:39 am	i cant believe i did that So last night i was at a bar... Why is it all really bad stories start out that way? Anyways, I had only a couple drinks in me. I was no where near drunk yet and somehow I still managed to get locked in the women's bathroom. I guess what happened was the deadbolt got stuck. I couldnt turn the damn thing! I was trying everything I could but nothing worked. There was a chick on the otherside who needed to get in, thank god otherwise there is no telling how long I would have been in there. There were a couple of guys trying to kick the door down, one tried to pry the lock off. Finally a guy showed up with power tools and cut it. I was beat red when I walked out of the bathroom. I did get a free shot out of it though. I dont know if i can ever use a public bathroom again. Definitely not one with a dead bolt. (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, October 6th, 2004
7:30 pm	vocabulary And the vocabulary word is.... promiscuous (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, August 19th, 2004
1:51 am	its 2 in the morning and i cant sleep. this is the first night i've been sober since sunday and tonight is the night i really want to drink. i'm really worried about my grandfather. i called my dad tonight so i could talk to my brother. i was supposed to see him this weekend. u know he turned 16 end of july. i was able to see them at havasu. i stayed for 2 days got red as a lobster. i was supposed to stay a third day but i was afraid of the sun. it hurt to move. but anyways my aunt linda was gonna take mike to hurricane harbor this weekend. i had to call to say i couldnt go. my car has been acting up lately. this morning it died on me but i was able to restart it. for a couple of weeks now my cd player has been cutting out and then it will come right back. along with my abs and t/a off lite. that didnt worry. but i dont want to drive to la and have my car break down on the way. i would be sol. so i'm gonna stay here and try to get it fixed. turns out he may not be able to go either because my dad has a run this weekend and isnt going down south. i told my brother he should go but i dont know if he will or not. i ended up having to call my dad's cell to get a hold of my brother. and then i didnt talk to my dad. not even 5 minutes later my dad calls me back giving me a hard time for not talking to him when i called. that wasnt so bad expect he told me my grandfather is in the hospital. last weekend my dad was at their place and my grandfather passed out. then the next day the went to a party with his shriners club. he was fine till he got home then he had a seizure and my grandmother took him to the er. he is supposed to get out by the end of this week. i'm still terrified. my dad wasnt much help either he told me my grandfather is old and dying either way. i knew it already i just didnt need to hear it. my grandfather has always had breathing problems and thats what caused him to pass out and have the seizure. i havent cried for quite a while. it doesnt help that i'm stressed out because of my car and i have a check ride in the morning. its not a big check ride but its like any important test that u have to pass or the world will end. not quite but u get the idea. i dont feel ready for the check ride at all. havasu was interesting. i havent been there since my mom died. my dad's gf was there and so were the twins and chris. never a dull moment. my dad was drunk most of the time. he likes my tattoo. yeah! he said it was better then his first which was the mouse on his arm. i tried knee boarding. that was a joke. i wanted a pic of me and mike both knee boarding together. i finally got up long enough to take the pic. it turns out the camera wasnt wound right so none of the pics came out from that camera. i was kinda disappointed about that. i dont know if i can do that again but i'm sure as hell gonna try. maybe next year. i found out my brother is a dumbass. he took the van with his gf to try to go the beach while my dad was gone one weekend. well he got a ticket and has a court date in about a week. this was before he got his license which makes it that much worse. he's really lucky he didnt get arrested on the spot. my dad is afraid to punish him because he doesnt want mike to hate him. my dad is basically waiting to see what the judge says. this should be interesting. my brother wouldnt tell me he got pulled over. that kinda hurt because lately i dont keep anything from him. my dad was trying to convince me that mike was just too ashamed to tell me. i hope thats not the case because i want him to feel free to tell me anything. we currently have 3 people staying with us. we did have 4 but pat went to san jose. kelly, jess and kimi and gonna be here till the end of august. they cant move into the dorms yet. i like having them here. but boy is the house full. were eating good again. we cant have this many people staying with us and no food in the house. basically everynight since they got here we have drank and smoked the hooka. its been very relaxing. naturally thats y i had to get bad news from back home. (Comment on this)
Tuesday, July 27th, 2004
2:00 pm	blah well i finally got up the nerve to ask out this cutie last night. and of course it blew up in my face. he isnt dating anyone at the moment but his eye set on someone else. no surprise. been hanging out alot with kimi. shes a sweetheart. she was around when i asked the guy out. helped soften the blow alot. its funny me and her will stay up all hours of the night playing ssx tricky on xbox. i hate how addicting that game is. david had a really bad dream about me last night. it was bad enough for him to call me this morning. turns out his dream was about me flying around and crashing. I've been flying for about 2 yrs now. just knowing about his dream kinda freaks me out. that would have to be a pilots worse fear, crashing into the ground. as long as nothing happens to me before i crash, i should be able to walk away from an accident. i have some training in emergencies. i'm going to lake havasu next week. should be fun. i'll be there for about 3 days with my family. i'm gonna see if kimi and heather want to go with me. it should be an interesting trip. its been over a yr since i was on the boat. my dad isnt even sure if it will run. this will be the first time he sees my tattoo as well. he found out about it over the 4th of july. even though i didnt plan on him too. his lovely girlfriend started talking about tattoos. then she went one by one and asking if we (hardkore, heather and i) had any. i was last in line to get asked and what could i do. i figured i should just be honest about it. thinking my dad might be more upset if i lied about it. to be honest i dont really know how he took it cause he didnt really say much about it. thats not a good thing considering my dad normally speaks his mind. o well i'm sure i'll get an ear full at havasu about it. the 4th of july wasnt too bad. my dad's gf meet my mom's side of the family for the first time. they all seemed to get along ok. the gf was drunk in no time. but i dont know of a time when she is really all that sober. my dad was worried all weekend about how to get the house ready for everyone coming over. he is still kinda lost without my mom. and the gf was getting on his nerves. she was drunk and he wasnt. she isnt so easy to get along with then. when the family was over it wasnt so bad but they made it awkward to be around the house. so not a problem i wasnt. o found out my brothers dating a dumb bitch. i'm harder on who my brother dates then who my dad dates. but anyways, i go out friday night see david at cue ball out in rosedale. I get home around 3 and find my brother's gf still at our place. i was pissed. apparently she doesnt have keys to get into her house so she had to wait till her dad got off of work. she was at our place till 4:20 in the morning. that never would have happened when my mom was around. then the next day she comes over while were all sleeping and hides out in my brother's room while hes gone. what shit is this. but i need to sign out before the power goes out. (1 Comment |Comment on this)